Nothing can bring me down today. Try all you might but I had the most amazing night and I don’t care anymore. I FEEL FUCKING AWESOME.

Dear Tumblr, 

       I am depressed, and you are the only one who understands. 

Bottle of vodka, check. Depressingly romantic movie, check. Alright emotions, lets do this bitch.

garboooooo:

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garboooooo:

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Each scar a memory. When I recall the pain you put me through, each one burns separately. I hope I’m not making a mistake. I hope you aren’t going to give me another painful memory, another scar for my collection. I don’t know how many more hearts I can break to give you chances I’m not sure you deserve. I don’t know how much more I can take… </3

I seriously think the internet gets slower as I get higher…

9:43 AM? Yup time for a drink…

I’m bitter. You’re insensitive. I loved you. You left me. I may say I hate you, but in reality I can’t get you off my mind. I see how happy you are with him and it just makes me worse. Not a day has gone by that I haven’t shed a tear for you. Not a moment that I don’t think about you. This depression is crippling… All I can do is drink and smoke, think about you, cry and cut. 

I know one day i’ll be okay again. I’ll be able to let myself be happy with someone else. I’ll be okay knowing I threw away my chance with you. Wasted our time together with arguing and jealousy. However, you should know that I will never stop loving you. I’ll never be okay with you being with him. I’ll never forget how happy I was with you. You were all I needed for the longest time. And I still need you… but for you, i’ll let you go. I’ll pretend I’m okay. I’ll lie and say I’m happy for you. But you should know that i’m already dead inside. I’m already gone…